Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Kisses

Ahhh.....
Kisses are just like the wind blows on a warm weather between angelic skies and rainbows
It's like a sweet strawberry drops in the middle of dry rain forest
Like another hello after a tragic goodbye
Like a pearly tears on a happy face
Warm, mild, soft, kisses are all that

This kiss is not an angelic innocent one, nor the devilish lust
It's simply humanist
This kiss is just that

Baby, I want to kiss you more and more
I want to taste your ocean smell
Feel your divine touch
I want to fall
Just for this once
and never fail again
Your kiss is a new beginning for me

Saturday, July 16, 2005

I'm Bored as HELL!!!

I’m bored as hell!
Jesus Christ! What should I do!?
Sumpah… mungkin cari tali terus gantung diri bisa jadi opsi, gue ga pernah ngerasa sebosen ini sebelomnya sampe pengen cari tali! Arrrgghhh….
Gue benci orang-orang yang suka banyak janji! Gue cape dikasih banyak harapan seperti itu, apalagi buat orang kaya gue yang, sumpaaaaahhhh, ga ada kerjaan melulu kaya gini!!! Geez! I hate being home alone… I need to get a live! I want my car back (my bro is home now so that we should share the car) I hate being home alone! I hate being home alone! Pleaseeeee help! Sombody help me please! Arrgghhh…

Gue kadang2 ngga ngerti sama hidup gue. Sama keadaan yang selalu ngurung gue disini. Gue cape ngebohongin orang-orang yang gue sayang juga demi kebebasan gue, tapi itu yang gue butuh, bukan sekedar gue pengen, GUE BUTUH! Gue butuh kebebasan itu, tapi gue juga ngga suka ngebohongin mereka. Tapi apa? Gue juga selalu dituntut begini dan begitu. Mereka ngga pernah puas sama hasil yang selalu gue capai. Padahal gue sadar kapasitas gue sebagai manusia cukup jauh diatas rata-rata. Gue cape kaya gini terus. Bahkan gue ngerasa obsesi terpositif gue pun ga akan pernah bisa mulus kalo ga ada kebebasan gue. Dari situ gue akan hidup! Tapi gue cape berbohong juga! Anjrit! Gue cape! Gue cape dengan hidup gue yang sangat paralel! Damn! PARALEL!

Gue pengen denger dentuman musik. Gue pengen menghirup bau alkohol dan tembakau mentol, bahkan ganja kalo perlu! Gue pengen bercumbu dengan laki-laki yang kukenal itu! Gue pengen punya tato permanen bertuliskan; ‘Cogito Ergo Sum’! Gue pengen terjun ke tengah-tengah kegelapan, lalu menulis dengan bebas, tanpa batas!

I think, therefore I am! Aku berpikir, maka aku ada! Dan ini satu2nya kebebasan yang gue punya! Hanya kebebasan berpikir, my ultimate freedom! And no one can take it from me!
Fuck this. Fuck everything. I’m tired. Tired of being alone!

Friday, July 01, 2005

my love is...

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...delicious
Your hugs are...gentle
Your eyes...sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...awakening my heart
Your smell is...refreshing
Your smile is...entrancing
Your love is...one of a kind
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