I will always be the virgin-prostitute, the perverse angel, the two-faced sinister and saintly woman ... Life is not rational; it is just mad and full of pain. Do not seek the because - in love there is no because, no reason, no explanation, no solutions. You are a sexual angel, but you're an angel just the same. You are a narcissist. That is the raison d'etre of the journal. Journal writing is a disease. But it's all right. It's very interesting. - Anais Nin
Setelah sekian lama membenturkan kepala pada layar komputer yang terperangkap di bawah meja, akhirnya gue sadar... I don't belong here. All these offfice tasks aren't my thing for sure. I can't catch up with the pace and my mind is getting numb as ever.
I do need the money, but's that's no excuse. Now I know the best place for me. And it's definitely not behind the desk.
Put me back to sleep! Leave me purgatorying! :'-(
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posted by oengoemeloeloe at 3:18 PM
I'm a fountain of blood in a shape of a girl. My life is a poetry and my world is writing.
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i once said to a good friend of mine, and told myself million times when i was upset and almost committed suicide: maybe we are all belong to the sea, where everyone can really be free. gw ke komodo 17-25 april. join?
ayo kaburan! ayo ayo ayo! :D jangan tua dan melelah di belakang meja!
especially when the desk doesn't belong to you:( and it's not lack of money that make us poor but feeling of numb....
ayo tidurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
ZzzzZzzzZzzzZzzz....
...i'm a creep...i'm a weirdo...what the hell am i doing here...i don;t belong here...
dibelakang meja? thera itu mustinya emang diatas panggung, rokenrolling...
hahaha...
sayang lagunya kurang pas om...
i'm not a creep, nor a weirdo (i'm just a geek) hehehe
huhuhu. sedihnya... lagi gak ada panggung yg mengizinkan gw membatu dan berguling di atasnya... kurang laris tempaknya :-D
tungguapalagi?
tunggu cicilan apartemen gw lunas, gem. kira2 thn 2010 :'-(
sial bgt nih. mapan itu nggak enak... hehehe...
tp gw tetep berusaha happy kok. yay... :-D
sebentar itu, te. semangat yak semangat. abis itu terbangsukasuka!
layar kompi dan si tikus bikin tangan gw kram klo pegang kuas lagi....:(
kerja belakang meja memang membosankan....
kalo mentok ya belok aja dulu...ntar juga kangen mo balik lagi ke track itu :D
yuk kita belok hehe...
just listen to your inner voice. find your vocation!
work what your love, love what your love!
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