...tired of thinking of the thinking tired...

... do all these sacrifice worthed?
...is my quality life time wasted just like that?

Opportunities come, but I'm not sure when to really be part of it
And I'm drowned!
It's tomorrow!
It's next week!
It's during this month!

but I am all loaded! I'm tired!

God please help I got these nervous breakdown symptoms and the comeback of my bygone border-personality mood

I'm tired... and thinking... and tired of thinking of it...