Enjoy every part and details of this present time

Hari ini hari malas sedunia! Bangun tidur lalu tidur lagi, ahh indahnya... Coba lupakan dulu semua rutinitas itu. Pusing2an yg tidak jelas itu, skripsi dan semacamnya, lupakanlah sejenak. Tidur enak. Hmmm....

Gue lagi tergila2 sama The Dresden Dolls nih... keren juga lho lagu2nya mereka yg selain Coin Operated Boys. I really love the one called Missed me and Girl Anarchonism. Gue jadi pengen punya band sampingan yang ngecoverin mereka. Buat seru2an aja. Karena gue bisa ngebayangin kalo ngebawain lagu2nya mereka pasti aksi panggungnya bisa gila2an, dandanannya juga pasti kocak. And what's good about them is that they're combining two aspect of art: music (as in band) and theater.Call them punk cabaret, or musical. But one point for me is that they're damn great. I'll be great singing and imitating Amanda palmer :-P (gapapa kan jadi imitator, kan band sampingan...) sooo people, ada yg tertarik? Gue cuma butuh a drummer and a pianist, the skillful one of course... tp gak usah hebat bgt kaya drummer band jazz siih.

Okay, enuf of shitty spoiled me. Gue lagi dilanda banyak kebingungan sebenernya. Kadang2 gue pengen lupain aja dan anggep semuanya gak pernah terjadi. Tapi sayang juga yah kalo dilupain. Gue pengen inget2 terus deh sambil senyum2... Indahnya sayang sama seseorang. Indahnya disayang balik. Udah lama gue gak ngerasain hal ini. Pengalaman cinta2an gw belakangan ini kan gak gitu bagus buat gue. Walopun yang satu ini juga bakalan gak gitu bagus buat gue tp gue ga gitu peduli sih, gue bakal tetep jalanin. I don't care what I'll end up like. I don't care about the future, coz the more we think about the future the more messy we be. I know that he loves me. That's all I need for this moment. I won't ask for more. I won't ask for tomorrow. I'll just ask for today. And when the time comes, I'll always be ready for everything. Every fuckin possibility. He said he's afraid. I am not. I am a brave girl. I will always try. I will always survive. I'll survive this one for sure, but this moment I just wanna enjoy every part and details of this present time.