No More Love Fool

I don't want to be a love fool anymore! Just like the character of 'The House on Mango Street'; Ezperanza. But I have no wish to change my name. I love it just the way it is. I accept any kind of spelling; Thera, Terra, Tera. Just call me with the pronounciation /tera/ with the short vowel /a/ and a flapped /r/.

I am a love fool no more. No more crying because of a silly love songs and stupid memories of love. I'm getting.. no.. I'm completely tired with that! and I've woken up with a different soul, different prespective of life now. Because I'm sick and tired of my own creation of silly stupidity. I'm just sick about that. No more "Love Fool" song by The Cardigans... but doesn't mean that I hate that song. Sure I do love Swedish Pop, but it's just not the right moment. it's time to get back to Alanis.

Someone... actually not someone.. it's myself. I make myself relized that I'm still worthy. I can get a better person. And I relize since 'the day that shall not be mentioned' with 'a guy who shall not be named' that actually all this time I have been done wrong by 'another person that I oftenly mentioned', because 'a guy who shall not be named' that actually just a casual friend of mine treat me better than him. Such a silly girl I am crying for someone that treat me wrong. It shall happen no more. Coz since that day I feel like I had an awakening. I was reborn. I relized. I woke up from this nightmare.

Thankyou God for letting me alive
I am a sweet sinner of yours
Thankyou God for giving me this awakenings
It is time for me now to go on with my independent succulent life