Addiction to Everything
Hello, it's me again and my addiction to ciggarettes and "sex and the city". I am no Carrie Bradshaw, but I viewed my life as "Sex and the City". I feel so lonely it kills, desperate and tired of love, coz I always failed. Some of my friends are married already. Some of them have steady long lasting relationship. Some of them even already have babies! I'm just 21 going on 22 next month, January is just weeks away, and 2006 will be just another year survived.
I can't wait to make my year end summary, coz I'm tired of making resolutions that I always failed to accomplish. But better not write it now, coz the year 2006 hasn't ended yet.
Oh no, someone I don't want to talk to or even think about just popped out in Yahoo messenger. Better ignore him.
Okay, most of the things happened in this past 11 month sucks, but I'll remember it for the rest of my life. I'll give you an exclusive sneaky preview... Fall in love with a wrong guy, twice. Being dumped more than once. Fucked up million times.
I'm not a kind of girl that could easily fall in love you guys, don't get me wrong. I really have quite a standart for boys. I had many options, I could just pick one like picking a toothpick in a toothpick can or whatsoever it was named. I could flirt with my mouth shut. I drink beer right from the bottle, but yes, I'm very picky when it comes to boys. However, I always pick the broken toothpick. Or maybe all of them are broken toothpick?
Like Moody Blues' song "I'm just a singer (in a rock and roll band)" but it doesn't mean that I had a so-called hippie or rock n roll life. I had a blues life. Just like some of those Joplin's songs. Fall in love-need fuck-get dumped. Sometimes I got tired of smoking ciggies but I really couldn't stop. Sometimes I just tired of love but I'm addicted of falling and being broken hearted again. Well, aren't we all masochist in our own way? This is why people are smoking to death.
Fuck... I wish I had a fuckbuddy!!!! A healthy one... Heeheehee. Arrrghh I really wanna get high!!! I got tired of everything!!!
I can't wait to make my year end summary, coz I'm tired of making resolutions that I always failed to accomplish. But better not write it now, coz the year 2006 hasn't ended yet.
Oh no, someone I don't want to talk to or even think about just popped out in Yahoo messenger. Better ignore him.
Okay, most of the things happened in this past 11 month sucks, but I'll remember it for the rest of my life. I'll give you an exclusive sneaky preview... Fall in love with a wrong guy, twice. Being dumped more than once. Fucked up million times.
I'm not a kind of girl that could easily fall in love you guys, don't get me wrong. I really have quite a standart for boys. I had many options, I could just pick one like picking a toothpick in a toothpick can or whatsoever it was named. I could flirt with my mouth shut. I drink beer right from the bottle, but yes, I'm very picky when it comes to boys. However, I always pick the broken toothpick. Or maybe all of them are broken toothpick?
Like Moody Blues' song "I'm just a singer (in a rock and roll band)" but it doesn't mean that I had a so-called hippie or rock n roll life. I had a blues life. Just like some of those Joplin's songs. Fall in love-need fuck-get dumped. Sometimes I got tired of smoking ciggies but I really couldn't stop. Sometimes I just tired of love but I'm addicted of falling and being broken hearted again. Well, aren't we all masochist in our own way? This is why people are smoking to death.
Fuck... I wish I had a fuckbuddy!!!! A healthy one... Heeheehee. Arrrghh I really wanna get high!!! I got tired of everything!!!
posted by oengoemeloeloe at 10:33 PM
1 Comments:
that's it! sisi masokisme dari sebuah percintaan...
2 hal yang bikin gw adiktif : rokok dan cinta...hahahhahahaha
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