Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Who am I?

Who are you? and who am I?

This feeling came in without knocking the door. Whatever. Sometimes I don't even know myself. The self consists of mutiple layers... all I know from Freud's theory are just the magnifico id-ego-superego. Read Sigmund Freud's book if you are willing to know more about this,I'm to lazy to explain it throu writing coz it's kinnda complex (but I know how to describe it "secara lisan") Anyway, I think the self is more complex than that. Okay, the three layers of the self by Freud are okay, it kinda helps me to knoing myself more. However, I need more than just that. I never relize the tru self of me. The real being of Theraya Paramehta. I thought I'm the bestfriend of myself, I'm the one who truly know about myself. But I'm not.

Who am I? I am Thera. 4 days later going to be 21 yrs old.
Who is Thera? Thera is a girl. An amateur writer. A female vocalist in a rock band. A student in University of Indonesia, majoring in English Studies. A member of a theater group. A member of Wiryasoekarta and Beaupain big family. A half-blood Dutch, half-blood Javanesse/Sundanesse/Makassarnesse (I don't even know my true roots). A dog-lover. Animal lover. Former debater. A narcist, yet sometimes willing to kill herself. A self-centered girl. Complex. Absurd.

What do you mean? I don't know. I don't even care to know.

I'm Thera.
Who is Thera?
Thera is just a girl.

1 Comments:

Blogger Jorge Gajardo Rojas said...

Hello:Strange name for a blog.Where you send your writings?
You studyt Literature or some one else.
I send form Chile,South america my comments.
A happy new year 2006.
I invite to visit my blog very personal,I sorry because is in Spanish.

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